Sorry

Just wanted to pop in and let you know I am still here.

I am battered, bruised, and nearly broken. The consequences of the mistakes I made this past week are beginning to become known. It is so difficult not being able to remember the details so I have no alternative but to wait it out. I have no idea what the next few weeks are going to bring for me and my children.

I cannot express my regret deeply enough. The processing of this new reality is taking a very big toll on me emotionally and physically. I am tired and very sad.